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It was a pretty good day today :D
I am happy that I am learning to be an extra understanding girlfriend (: Sometimes, all it takes is a deep breath, step back and breathe in slowly. Worked for me (:

I was damn proud of myself and Sarah for doing up Ms Lee's present part 1 :D
I think she was really surprised. Shall ask her about it later :) I like making people happy. It's a nice feeling, warms your heart. Tomorrow Sarah and I will potentially work on part 2 and also, dance practice. The ACES day dance sucks, because I don't like it. I hate dancing but somehow... Practice with friends is really awesome :)

Sigh. I am falling behind in school work. I cannot let whatever I build up slip away. Plus, I do not want to stay in this school for an extra year. No thanks. GO HUIMING! GO HC! GO A101!

On a very random note. WHO STOLE THE STRAWBERRY POCKY FROM THE VENDING MACHINE? :( I am damn sad. Yesterday when I left school, the vending machine had just been filled up. Today all my strawberry pocky is gone!!! In a very random moment, I have decided to blog about the 10 things that I need to survive in MJ.

1. STRAWBERRY POCKY!
2. Meiji Strawberry Milk (:
3. Ice Lemon Tea.
4. The OC, HC, Bird Ohana, Vivien and of course, J :D
5. Shoot, shag, marry.
6. Handphone, wallet, mp3.
7. MY IDOL. (Oh my gosh, this one's random enough.)
8. Deodorant and a shirt for sudden urges to do sports.
9. EC EC EC.
10. Kan Nina, rofl.

HAHAHA. I cannot believe my list myself. Too many inside jokes here.

I am off to nap before dinner. I feel damn sick. Friday is Be Yourself Day and dance rehearsal... What the. I want to go back Chung Cheng :( :( :(

Thank you Supergirl.
You are the best <3

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(Weirong is missing. BOOHOO.)

Even though it's so stressful.
Even though there are days I really feel like staying at home.
Even though the road has been far from smooth-sailing so far.
I DO IT FOR YOU GUYS! (:

What would I do without you blue birds in my life?

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Preparing for a "battle" next week.
I have so many tests and essays due :( HELP! Ever heard of drowning from heavy workloads? Plus there's Funfestique and all the games I'm taking part in are taking place from Wednesday onwards! It's okay, God is with me. One thing at a time, yes? (:

Starting from Joyce essay :(
I am at Chapter 2 of 5 chapters. Mind you, the chapters are long! So I guess it's time to head to Sparknotes, or something. Literature at JC level is so annoying can! Haha and there's still freaking presentation for Joyce tomorrow. GOD SAVE ME :(

Haha. Back to research on my essay. I'm at Coffee Bean for the third time in the past three days :> Saturday I was at the one at T2, yesterday I was at the PP one and today I'm at the Millenia one! I'm supposed to be mugging with J but met Hec and Kevan here as well. So it's the four of us :)

On a random note, Tao Li didn't win a medal. I feel so sad for her. But she's been amazing anyway (: Susilo crashed out as well... So. Today is a sad day for Singapore. And, last night, United defended the Community Shield title :D Awesome man ;) Although I must admit, the game lacked the kick I hoped for. Hopefully with Roo and Ron back, the team will be way stronger (: Sometimes, I feel like asking Real Madrid to get the hell away. I mean... They are demanding 17 million compensation from Ronaldo. How damn dumb is that? Whatever.

BACK TO JOYCE.
Enter reality.

In my prayers, I just want all of my friends facing relationship problems to be happy. (:
GOODBYE :D

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YAY :D
Just finished the part of the WR I was assigned to by XH (: Happy about that (:

But still there is this void in me.

I typed this whole bloody chunk about how I felt and i realised that you'll be reading this and though there is nothing bad... I wonder if it'll change the way you think about me. ARGH! So annoying, not being to say out how you feel. To anyone :( I mean, I really don't know how to put across how I feel about this situation to anyone. Because I don't feel like I have any rights to feel the way I feel.

Are you cutting me out of your life?
I just want everything to be the same again.

I don't know man.
I feel okay. Just frustrated... You know how it is when you just want to rant but can't seem to have the words to type it out. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE :( I need an outlet, a heart-to-heart face-to-face talk. I miss these days. I need to talk to someone who will understand how it feels to be drifting apart from a good friend :( :( :(

On a random note, I love studying at the airport especially when I'm with bffl :D
Hello woman, you're only going to read this later but cheer up about all the shit that's happening!!! God has his reasons, it's going to be fine. (: You know I love you very much and I'm always here for you. BIGGEST HUG :D

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Yesterday and today, especially today has been wonderful :D
I don't know. I like days like that. Doing work, yet being able to talk and enjoy myself also. I don't know how to explain this feeling but I love my school's campus. (: Had a good day with J :D :D :D And a great dinner session with Malina and Hec.

The only blemish of the day was that I got freaking annoyed when I found out some stuffs.
Oh well. People can talk all they like, the truth will prevail in the end. I know I always have the support of J and my true friends (:

OKAY :D
I am feeling a little sad because my overnight study plan should be cancelled. Parents are seriously being damn... Annoying. I mean, I understand where they are coming from about my studies but what I need now is not to be pushed so hard. Because I really need my breathing space. All the lack of time, and the amount of things piling up for me to do, is already killing me.

Funfestique next week.
I'm praying hard that our members will not let us down. I have Faith in the house, I do I do. Please make this good. Lord, please let this event be a success. Firstly, to boost the confidence of the committee and for people to have Faith in us. Secondly, because I don't want to let the previous committee down. GO CALLISTO, let's go Blue Birds (: Callisto, kick ass spirit!

Nizam, hope you don't faint from anymore balls hitting you. I mean, seriously, the irony of a softball??? Haha. But though you're so retarded, we love you all the same (:

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Life's a real bitch, my computer is being a bitch too.
Okay everyone, stop irritating the shit out of me today because I am freaking pms-ing and I bite :D

Appreciation day plus trials tomorrow.
Come on Callisto HC :D We can do this, we can, we can! (: Nizam, get well soon (: And to me, get a grip, stay strong and breathe easy (:

OKAY GO CALLISTO!
GO J!
GO ME!

Ice cream really makes me happy (:
Thanks J, even though you were a total ass just now. I love you, still :D

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Today I woke up feeling like a car ran over me.
Damn freaking tired, and didn't want to get out of bed. I snoozed till 11 or so. Tuition was cancelled :( Sigh. I am not getting anything in school, help! But anyway, I ate my breakfast or brunch and read through the last volume or Pride & Prejudice :D I must admit, the plot is fairly nice. But the English is irritating :( After which, I slept somemore. I don't know why I was so tired despite sleeping for about 10 hours. I just kept sleeping. And even when I tried to wake up, I still felt really tired :(

Woke up for tea break, haha.
Ate the cake Mummy baked with fresh milk (: Plus lots of salty seaweed and salty pretzels from airplanes. After that, I've been slacking somemore. Reading Times magazines (Considered studying for, GP?) Okay, I know I should stop procrastinating and start doing my freaking Economics homework. Did I mention that I hate Economics so much? It's such a dumb subject. ARGH.

But I'm still a happy girl today.
HEHEHE. Because I have an awesome family, wondeful friends and the best boyfriend (: Sometimes, you take comfort in small things. GO J :D GO ME :D We'll both do well for our respective Alevels and Promos (:

I don't care what they say
I'm loving you anyway...
It's the way you make me feel.